It’s never enough to imagine,

It’s never enough in the minds eye.

Your face is seen by no one.

So if I can ask you for anything, I’m asking

Hold my hand, I’m sick of fighting in a foreign land.

Dreaming of home again when homes the only place I’ve never been.

Hart in hand, your child’s asking for the promise land.

And in your arms again, I find I’m closer than I’ve ever been.

Jesus I need you to save me. Lord remind me when I am weak that this is what I need. Remind me when I want to be foolish that this is what I need. Remind me when I want to be selfish that this is what I need. Remind me when I want to tell you and the people you use to fuck off that you love me and that you are fighting for me. Remind me that I’m not the only one on this earth and although I am gifted I am not you. Jesus, remind me of who I am. Of who I am in your arms, of who I am in your plan, and of who I am that you would die on the cross for me, that you would call me into this crazy ass adventure.

Jesus I am so lost. But Jesus you are stronger, you are greater, you are bigger than anything I could ever imagine. And Lord, I will go where you go, I will stay where you stay. Even when I don’t like it.  For who am I without you?